So its been a while since I have written here. I have been so busy lately... Not counting the past four days but before that I had been getting a headache everyday for about 3 or 4 weeks and they weren't normal headaches either. They were really bad migraines ones that sucked the energy out of me and I couldn't do anything but lay in bed. But the past four days I haven't gotten a headache which has been nice. Also I have just been doing a lot of homework and school.
I signed up for a cake decorating class and it will be on Mondays 6-8 so that should be something fun for me to do. and I haven't updated lately but hopefully that will change. I plan on taking more film pictures. In my moms old Pentex K1000 35mm camera the internal light meter broke so I need to either get a newer film camera or a light meter that is external. So when I start doing that again I will have new pictures to upload. I guess that is all for now.

Hey everyone!!

So the past week has been really long. But I made it through the first week of school, though I have been thinking of changing my major from German to something else. And the reason why, is well I love german and all but when I get out of college if I can't get a job with the CIA what can I really do with German? except teach but I am not getting a teaching degree and I don't really want to be a teacher. So I was thinking I could just Minor in German and then Major in something else. And then I was thinking about what I like to do, and I actually like to cook when I can. I mean I made really good ratatouili the other week and I love watching Ace of Cakes. So I am thinking Chef, or Pastry Chef. Also I like designing things like my room, and I know what colors go with other colors and what not so this made me think of Interior Design... Then when I took Sociology I realized I liked psychology so much better. There is also Photography but that field is really competative. Anyways so I was thinking if I major in Psychology and minor in german I can still join the CIA or if that doesn't work I can be a counselor. Cause I am still interested in taking Russian. And I was thinking maybe I could double minor in German and Culinary and I know those two things don't have anything to do with each other but I mean so what. Or if I majored in Culinary art and minored in German then I could make german food... And you wonder where is the interior design... Well I don't know....haha So yea this is all I have come up with so far. Though I am almost finished with my Associate of Arts degree at NWACC so I am going to finish that instead of having to start completely over. And I guess I will have to see where things take me. I know its all very confusing..

And on top of that I have a small cold or allergies.... Which this is the first year to have allergies.... And the only allergy I deffinitely know I have is a Milk allergy. So yea....

So that's just about it for now.

So hey everyone!! Guess what?? I got a Macbook Pro 13" finally. Though it will take me some months to pay it off, oh well. It is completely awesome.

So the reason why I am scared is this semester I am going to two different colleges. MWF at 10:30-11:20 I am at the UofA for Advanced German (and since I didn't buy a parking pass for one class, I have to park at this other parking lot and then ride a bus up to the stop near the class. this is not the hard part, the hard part and the scared part is coming back on the bus to the parking lot and getting there in time, so that I will have time to get up to Bentonville and to NWACC for a class at 12....) So yea and I love school and I can't wait till it starts but UofA is so much bigger compared to NWACC. I have been going to NWACC for the past year and there are only two buildings at the main campus and so yea it is really small, and now going to a huge college with big hills and new things it is a bit scary. And I will almost be alone cause all my friends go to UofA and so they will have a parking on campus and everything. I know I can do it though. But I am wondering if I should take my laptop on the first day.... What do you all think? Well I guess that all about the scaredness. I am glad school is finally starting, I mean don't get me wrong I like summer but what is there to do for 3 and a half months or 4 months???

So yea today and tomorrow I will probably be getting ready for school and putting all my things from our PC desktop to my mac. hehe

Well I guess that is all for now.

Hey everyone!!

I haven't updated my journal in forever. I have been so busy this summer and when i work during the week I try not to get online at home much because I am already bored of the computer. So I decided I needed to update this thing. I do have some new photos but since I am at work right now I can't post them.

I am so happy because my boyfriend is coming to visit this Friday and I haven't seen him since May. Thats like four months... So I am so excited to finally see him. And we are celebrating our 13th month anniversary!!! So I made him an awesome gift and because I worked really hard on it...like three months of hard work..yea i know he is really special to me. Well anyway he gets to do a scavenger hunt!! and during the hunt he will find three smaller gifts, one of them i have made and the other two are bought. So today I am working which even though it is boring it is probably good so I don't start going crazy. Then tonight I am going horseback riding with sforzando!!! YAY!!! I get to ride Rocky!!

Then tomorrow I have to vacum the whole house and make sure everything is clean. I can be a little OCD about these kinds of things.

So I don't know if I will have time to upload any photos, but if I do it will probably be tonight or tomorrow night.

Well I guess this is all for now. I will try to update you all more often.

So I thought since I uploaded some new pictures, I should write a new journal. Though this is going to be shortish...

Lately I have been thinking about getting a tattoo, well actually I have been thinking about it a lot and so yea I know where I want it and I know I want either a word or phrase in another language like hebrew, greek, arabic... But I am doing a lot of thinking so I know for sure what I want and don't just get something done on a whim. What do you all think?

I also saw UP today and I thought it was really good and funny. I would probably go see it again as well. But lately I have been working for my school and for my neighbor which isn't that hard, then I try to hang out with friends and about a month or two ago I bought the 2007 Writers market cause it was like three dollars at this used bookstore. For the past few days I have been looking for literary agents and book publishers that might publish my stories or actually I only have one book done so far. But that took a lot of skimming, now I need to look them up online and see what I have to do to send my manuscript to them or w/e they want me to do and so that may take longer too. But I have the whole summer so yea I am hoping to send something of what is needed to every place I wrote down. Which I found 18 Literary agents and 71 book publishers....sounds almost boring but with working and sitting in front of a computer all day I think I can fit it into my schedule since I don't have anything else to do usually... So wish me luck and I hope I don't go crazy.

So I guess that is all for my update. Hope you all like my new pictures.